Stage 4 - apparently there isn't a stage after stage 4 - death? I don't want Mom to die - what will I do? I'm just dog - although handsome - what are good looks if the one you love is no longer with us? Why did Mom go to stage 4? It sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks sucks, sucks,...well, you get the picture. Mom is so beautiful - everyone loves her. She is kind, kind, kind, generous to a fault and GORGEOUS. She and Dad made love in the pool house tonight. It was weird seeing the two of them naked in our back yard. All of our neighbors are traveling so no one could see. But, well, Dad is not that good looking naked. Afterward they danced to the music playing on the pool house audio system. "I will love after you're gone, gone gone". What does that mean?
Tomorrow Dad and Mom are going to Santa Barbara by Amtrak. Jene will be watching us for three days. She's cool. I hope she gives me treats.
Why does Mom have to be so sick?
